Tired

0028hrs: It's been a long week. I'm tired. I'm so so tired. I'm tired of hearing about my family's problems. I try to compartmentalise but some of the shit still gets through. I try to forget that I've got irresponsible parents. I try so hard. I really do. But at 23, I still fail. The tears have stopped, the heart is dead. But why does it still bother me? I've spent too many nights cursing my birth. I'm so sick of this shit...I try to keep myself above it all but I've failed miserably tonight.

The vodka isn't helping me forget @ 0050hrs